Keep me in mind

I am one with another attitude. higher soul, higher. can feel strings of emotion pull out from the depths, up through my throat. im judging myself and the look behind all the eyes around me. i cant tell you who i think i am at this very moment. want to believe in a bigger world. i wanted to make it beyond me. somehow i know it will feel easy to rest at the end of this life. we can't be around forever because life wears too hard on our tires. weak hearts, aching feet, shallow breath. can't let myself live this down. i want to create. want to change a heart and open up a mind. its what i deserve to attain. a beatiful, wild mind of disbelief and creation. i want to be the greatest, but the darkness is setting in too heavy.

signed

a phantom, a monster.