Deep down, you're just like everybody else.

And though i'd never honestly tell you this - I think you're beautiful in every single way. every syllable you say sets off a light behind my eyes. can't even bare to let you see my reaction, though i hope you don't notice when i shrink away. tiny smirks and comments poorly hidden. i lose my train of thought and wander to those places i know we can't ever roam. where i know deep in my heart of hearts you're not mine to have. that you're not even mine to want, but i do anyway.

it's not really a problem.

just wish i could forget that you're unlike anyone i've ever known

and that I want to know you better than anyone else.