life as i know it has ended. flying through long chapters in a short time. feel like im missing things. feel like im winning it all- or nothing. trying desperatly to hold this all together. it could be slipping through my fingers. getting away from me. treading water gets harder after all this time, and you're no help. its always up and down with you. know its no good, but the pull you have on me is will shattering. i'm out of my head with this.
breathing for a second would be nice.
"its not a side effect of the cocaine."
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)