losing sleep over this

how do you live in a space
without the words to explain



want to put this into words for once. this style comes from the most admired soul - it isn't my own. where this belongs changes from year to year. for now its yours. skin blazing. i'll set fire to the building (just don't go.) the thought of you in the world skips a beat and rewinds to the first day i remember the light. never imagined how it would feel to understand. the bone stiffening, back breaking weight tightens. it doesn't lift. reaching out. know i'll never feel level.



you were never mine.