things have changed for me

its so much easier to wake up even though you arn't here. things that used to make me hurt now make me smile. youre unlike anyone ive ever known, dont get that mixed up. but i cant live in your shadow. i feel the pain draining out of my toes and the ends of my fingers. its like a whole new fire in my veins. a fire for life. this feeling is new. i dont feel wrapped up in everything you are. i feel released from everything you never were to me. some days i feel like i can't move. you hover over me. but i finally feel free. the sun shines a little longer in a world where i used to wish for night