rescued.

your's is still my favorite face.
ache to trace its plains with my fingertips.
become familiar. i just never want to forget.



"Cause I'm feeling like I might need to be near you."

love, we've never been so far

sounds outside the window sound as far as the center of the universe. usually that place resides in your head, without you i've traced it back to its original origin. could say i'm hung up because there's nothing else - that would end up a lie in the end. some how you don't know that. you haven't always been the place i call home. its the sickest feeling knowing all i need is to be reminded some how you exist out there. still, its nothing more than a joke to you. need to find sleep somewhere soon. keep looking out


can't believe i became one of the people i can't stand.
and to you of all people.
i followed the sound of illumination around the corner
turns out it was only a trick of the light.
coming around.


sorry to everyone for being so vacant lately


stay in love

Baby, thought I'd come along for the ride.

reflect yourself back from my eyes. attempts to deflate your ego only make it grow. take a piece of me with you to the places you wander. the places where i was never meant to follow. mark the sounds and the sights deep in woven strands and bring it back to me. spread them out like cloth to set the memories back in order - watch you come to life. learning in circles. a day without a breath of you wakes the monster under my skin. the most evil sin speaks as loud as the love we throw out. yesterday's news is nothing more than today's trash, and what if the world truly is this dark without you? mood swings push my head back and forth. who you are today always reminds me of who you were a week ago. nostalgic for things not long past. jelly bean to extraordinary words, and oh how your's is easily the greatest mind.


i digress.


"You're all the consolation I ever needed"


It'll be easier to say I want to turn to someone and catch a staring eye. is it too much to condem another heart to fall as hard as this one has? surely it is. still can't help but welcome a sleepless night if someone is there to notice the smell of your hair or the saddness behind your eyes.

a real class act

someday the words will all compile here. said i could match myself A to B with you. in the end that doesn't hold sway. a resounding note, a pressing thought - they don't connect. when it comes to a heart that waits compared to a heart that wanders we miss the mark completely. been crying for days now, and too afraid to really let a soul know where i'm going. could keep asking the same question that not even your faintest and quivering voice could answer. waning moon, could i have a little more time? come fall lifeless calls will nestle their way into your inbox. deem it a home, call it a life. miss the comfort of the clock in the cornor and a green light asking for a go. walking on ground far too unstable to hold such heavy thoughts. pensive. can't speak without tying suttle slander to each lasting remark. reaching for the glass to toast the light of a former spirit. lost in a short time, we give a thank you to the memories you made for us. shameful somehow the ride ended too quickly, so would it be too bold to ask when the wild became the tame? defy what you know, and dispell what you think. you're rude and predictably hard to understand. falling over myself after tripping over your words is the only thing i do well.



always thinking wrong.
don't blink.

it's you - constantly

everything sounds too loud. starting to wonder where we're going - looking for the answer. "no hart and sole" never a soul better understood. let me take you down farther than you want to go. about to jump out of my skin. there has got to be a name for this. true, blue.



"you're the reason why i burst and why i bloom."

show the world the fucking thunder

you've changed everything. you've been there from what feels like the begining and just now i have finally realized the reason why you were put into my life. you're beautiful. you have a way about you that the myopic majority of people just don't understand. stop looking at the ground. look ahead - for what waits there for you is beyond what i could ever explain. i am on my hands and knees screaming at you from across the wires to stop. don't move. take a breath, and feel. let yourself be the change in the world. we are waiting for you. i will not accept you being less than anything you are meant to be. we would all truly live in a better place if you just let yourself go. the most influential people in life are those who dare to be, and i've never been so sure of that. i'm positive that those who don't take a second look are those who do not matter. from you i have gained the passion to be the person i want to be. i hope someday you give yourself that same inspiration. stop hiding.




thats the truth, now take the dare.

the city makes a perfect place to sleep

words don't come so easy. the songs don't sound the same. a permanent change. the idea is overwhelming. suddenly with you, the earth expanded. nothing seems impossible - all seems out the ordinary. "you were the song all along." change my world so incredibly. hate that you'll never know just how much. learned that everything is always the same, but the miserable can find a way around it. tongue tied and wasting time with you. if given the chance, i'd shine. go down together, stay. whisper i love you behind your back. reaching out a cold hand, to be touched by colder eyes. the same person carrying the same heavy troughts. i can't help you lift them, but i can help you understand. slowly weave through the spaces that have for far too long been crowded. i know we'd end up throwing our backs out, but i can't let you go without trying.


fighting for a lost cause.