New Perspective

finding things to hold my attention throughout the day. knew i was never really meant to be here. begging for an escape. the lines of your face are the most interesting i've seen in a while. wish i had a way to get to know you. not saying you're someone sent to save, just entertain. 

falling into the routine.

counting down the days.

wonder how you are?

anyway..

Where do we go from here

can it be normal to feel like the world is wrapping its hands around my throat? swear it's feet are pressing hard on my chest. i think i feel the core burning white hot in my eyes. talk about weight of the world.

There is so much to say and i can't even bring myself to write it.

I am in love with all the love i've met.

I wish this year could last forever.

Thanks everyone for everything ahead of time.

This is it.

Future Prospects

inside looking out. swear this city looks new. wonder how i missed it so many times before now. flashing lights, steady traffic, climbing buildings to open eyes and open windows on the 20th floor. keeping friends and summer nights preserved in thought. beckoning for pleasures left, if only for a night, while my heart is home - this city. it feels golden. i know too many places ask for me to make my leave and settle my roots in their soil. the truth is, there's a thousand different directions to head. i just might take them all.