won't let it pass me by

a year ago i could have died. today i'm thriving. living off the "auras" of the greatest people i may have ever met. stuck between old and new, but no matter where i end up i'm proud to say i've moved forward. want to cry because i miss you. want to laugh because i know i'll never really lose you. used to hate that i'd always carry you with me, now i rejoyce. ill never be alone. its the inner child in me that loves this new experience of growing up. been fighting it for so long that letting go feels like going to kindergarden. new and exciting. ive learned so much in the past few weeks. can't wait to find out what lies ahead. asking you to be the one to lead me there. i guess this is less of a metaphoric block of thoughts and more of a way to tell you i'm finally doing well.



pop the glock, and dance forever.