wondering where my head wandered off to

been less willing to write lately. fearful i might say something wrong. hate you, yet i can't find the means to stay away. love you, but can't find a way to get you close enough. found a new meaning for you. hope you know in the end you always win. hands down. an ember left bright enough to reignite the flame. you've saved a soul too far gone. pushing too hard while pressing ultimatums. still, thanks for never leaving my side. peaking sun, winding road - find me a permanent home.

you've always looked new to me.

"There's a few things that I just need you to know

Like the way I felt when we were close,

And how the stars explode every time you are near."