scream my lungs out and try to get to you

always conflicted. you're the only one who gets to me. don't even know what you do to me. waste so much time thinking about you i can't remember what's important. but if you won't let me waste my time with you, i'll waste it the best way i can. if you're gone long enough for me to miss holding your hand, it's been too long. come back to me. when you're distant i wonder where your mind is. i want to add up. i need this to work, but somehow i don't think you're letting go. i know i'm stuck, but i'm ready. afraid if i let it go too far you'll fall back. be honest, could i ever be all you need?

oh, btw. "because i knew you i have been changed for good."

but i know you're wrong this time, and i'm not going to fight it.

still, thank you. for everything.