Jumping at the chance to free it all

pushing it back. is it possible for a soul to die with the prospect of new life? feel like jumping from a rooftop. want to sign my name on the dotted line. want to give in, give it all to you. think the reason i had a seperate place for this was all for my protection. now it courses through the veins, lighting a fire in them. bitter shame, you're sweet. can feel in my heart, rather than my soul. shut it down. pick it up in the moon light, watch your eyes shine. still i miss the sun. words pour from soft pads, the prodding of an infectious feeling races through the night. flashing lights across my eyes. affected so by the songs ive been longing to hear. its dizzying- maddening even. say it, its been too long. willing to give it all, promise to hold on. no strings attached, but welcome. God knows losing now would lose a life. obsession is the easiest love. tortured by it. by the looks of it you seem fine. can't stand to be away. fall so hard, so fast. expressing you through billboards and skylines. images of perfection in a lost and lonely veiw. don't want this stream of inspiration to end. frightening how i feel it draining. each punch of the key exhausts a lasting moment in my head. it brings me closer to sleep, but i never want to rest again. the wild fire burns reckless, it flickers in places hiden away from you. you send the control center into a frenzy. it goes haywire with a single look.




feeling new- know i'll never be the same somehow.
this spirit is wild.