We keep it running - turn the machine

We are the machine. twist, turn, rot. pull inspiration from the most pathetic places. pray for someone to lift my head. it gets weighed down more and more each day. i don't think there's anyone out there to match where my mind has been. i want to hear it hit the floor. i want a soul to turn to mine and glow. ive never been given a chance. want someone with a heart who's been there. so tired of the norm. someone pick my tired eyes up off the couch. Lord knows ive never prayed harder. please god, let me make it through the night. if youre the one to answer, please don't stay away. I'm begging for a change. folded knees and hands, still humming hallelujah.