Leave the light on

I want to live. I can't express that enough. and I'm sorry to everyone. I'm never really all there. my head is always heading somewhere else. "i ain't that sad, but I'm sad enough," and I'm sorry. Mostly I just want to give my whole heart to someone. but good luck star gazing on a cloudy night. maybe i'm just scared to lose the only connection i have with you. or maybe i'm just scared of losing my mind when your gone. couldn't wake up today. exhausted from all of this. so tired it hurts to try. but i still think of you. think of forgetting you though i never realy could. i'm waiting for you to come around. don't write me off just yet, i'm still on board.



waiting for your call.