Friday, July 13, 2007

I've got all these feelings and no place to put them : take two

Just so you know I'll never get rid of that collage you made for me and I don't regret wasting my money to get you a mcflurry when you were crying and i'll miss how crazy your house is in the morning when im trying to sleep because we were up way too late the night beforetalking about the rest of our lives and how monotonous things can get right when you thought they couldn't get any worse
I never let things go
expecially things i really love
/rant.


can't help but feel something's missing. i try to hint at it but no one's ever been too good at following my broken paths. i miss things i shouldn't miss and im thinking about things i shouldnt ever think about. everytime this comes back i get a feeling in my stomach and i know it wont ever leave. everytime you come back i pray you stick around forever. my mind goes back and forth until its not okay to think anymore. oxygen (or whats left of it)spreading to every other limb except my brain. theres always something to be said. feel useless and irritating.



sighs
and back to the real world.

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